When I remember past, there are several things I can't forget forever. This is one of the letter sent by my friend:
Dearest Friend
Actually I have no any such words to concede for you have
expressed so beautifully about what a true friendship is!! Didn't you?
Being a very simple and plain thought of mine, I really have to
surrender myself in-front of an outstanding and intelligent fren like you...my
dear!! I absolutely am out of my conscious where and how did you got such an
excellent and touching sentences like the one you have been sending each day.
I am certain you must be a great person and I am sure i am
not praising you. Those inexpressible ideas and thoughts about
friendship and the words between you and me...Oh my Lord...
I just cant believe it...You are obviously great and marvelous ..anyway i thank you for your mail and your time which you
have spent for me and your continuous care especially for me.
Well, Apurba, I am not telling you the lie for you are my close and
my only friend so I should not hide anything which makes you feel sad.
I don't have any boyfriends at my college coz we used to be
in hostel so how can we get such bf...rights as my hostel too strick coz that's
hostel from islamic ...peoples ...5 times prayer...morning dawn ,afternoon n
evening
so there is no falling mystery of my life...as i don't like to
have LOVERS coz ..if i made my bf...then i have to go dates with him n
right now...i can't make any one but before i joined AVM...
i met with one guy as he is mongolian n from darjeeling as he gave
me red rose but i gave him back coz i don't want to live my life with mongolian
..coz sometimes i have to be rude if someones making me gf...just for time
pass...showing so many girlfrens through their life..i don't beleif such
playing boys....who gave a rose at first time...i knew that he gave me red rose
just to fool me...anyways he was flirt coz
he left avm n took so many loans as my menuka fufu founded n
he is been resiticate from avm as he used to be music teacher..anyways
honestly ....i like to marry my own cultures..sorry to say n
why i told tht i don't wnat to be in nepal
But as you are my true and trustworthy friend I said so
inorder to empty my sadness and come out of it. Please if I have made you
unhappy saying all about this, please forgive me thinking that Iam a desolate
and unfortunate man you have ever met.
Life is like this. As people say Life is not a of roses. I
accept this and compare my life to it. Indeed we all have ups and downs in life
but the greatest victory to achieve happiness is to forget everything what had
happened in the past and start with a new and successive life.
Well, Apurba, its my short and miserable story which I have told
you just to get rid of my tension. I think you definatley will feel pity on
this poor and deserted friend.
You are the only one to whom i could share my happiness and sorrow
and feel myself contented after this. Anyway, Apurba , Iam happy with what Iam
and I know how to tackle with this world for I have learnt a lot of new things
as soon as I was deceived and left helpless in this world.
be aware of these world's trickery and keep your pace in such a
manner that noone could ever take over you and take advantage from you. Keep
yourself aloof from a goody goody people who simply talks nice infront of you
but stabs you from the back.
I think you have understood me why I am here and why I was wounded
and want in search of good friend to whom I should express all my sorrow just
lighten my burden.
Please dont ever go away from me after hearing this because Iam
broke from the first time so if you try to overlook me then think I will be no
more in this earth and the happiness I have restored so far after getting you
would be like a hell.
So friend I pray you would never abandon me and be with me all the
time for the real meaning of freidnship is to help oneanother when he or she is
in need of help.
Well, I will see you in the next message. Once again I really
apprecaite your great writing skill and your way of expresssing all the
goodliness and the sensitive feelings about friendship.
Thankyou for that and keep writing such things I really like it
and I will definately follow your step for good. Till then take care about your
health and do good and fear about God for he is after all the creation of this
entire earth.
So at least we have to have some respects for him. With lots of
love and god bless...
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