Love Matters

A letter from my fren 3

28^th August

To the most affectionate one.........Apurba

I realized that I have now lived a new fresh life after knowing your feelings of out most love and unyielding comfort for a broken hearted person like me who was bedraggled like creeper looking for a support.

I thank you from inside my heart for your additional and unceasing love, support , tender loving care which was embellished with all the heavenly treasures which can neither be stolen nor can be ruined by any unforeseen circumstances or by evil powers.

Really Apurba l, when I looked back to my present , I could find my life . Nothing gained except misery, solitary life, unpredictable situation and problems which seems to be very complex and troublesome but after travelling through the black water for a couple of months ,

I managed to control and ease myself from such unbelieving happenings and dilemma and now I am contented myself with this worlds customary of give and take.

And now I found you in my life who is convoyed with all the goodly qualities and always shine upon me like a guiding star through which I can sail across thousands of miles either in day or night on my voyage of perpetual life.

I assure you that with your support,care  and your firm companionship, I could flow my life in such a manner that the obstacles and misfortune would diminish and happiness and success prevailed upon us for good.

Well, I was always thinking to myself about what would happen in future and how would I be able to make myself competent of living a worthy life,  I compared myself to a lost woman who has finally got her way out of awkward situation.

I thank you so much for understanding me and knowing my life and your precious tears for a friend like me. Ask me anything Apurba , I am always your friend and your nearest one to venture any sort of critical whereabouts to bring happiness and satisfaction in your life even if I have to sacrifice myself for good.

Really Apurba , its true to my knowledge. Believe me..... I am always here for you and wish that we definitely meet one day with out fail and as your saying . we will be somewhere sitting together, having a nice hot coffee n talking about our life and know how of what is to be done in near future.


still I cant believe how I got such a compassionate and thoughtful angel like you who really make my life more sunny and miraculous. I personally admire every words written by you and I am indeed proud of myself for having such a great person in my life who knows everything about Social life and its roots.

I pray we stay the same as we are now forever. Let not clouds hide our belief and let not shower wash away our friendship and understandings. May we have sunshine in our life all the time and make us to live a peaceful and happy life forever.

Once again I say that you are my great friend and I am your great admirer. Thanks for your care. I never say no to write message to you though I will be in bed or in critical situation. I will be always by your side wiping your tears and soothing you in every possible way.

Well, I really don't know how to express such an ornamental language like yours which really makes me think over and over again and galavanished me to surrender myself. Indeed your word are pretty expensive and are full of morality.

i wish the Almighty Lord would bless you with such an immense knowledge and enlighten you with wisdom to face all kind of problems.

I will always be with you all the time Apurba . Till then I am really running out of words. Please write to me as soon as u get this message. I am awaiting for your message without which I think I can do nothing. With lots of love and hugs especially to good one like

Well wishers,

Its the series of mail I received from one of my net friend, I found myself so poor when I am not in position (Don't now where) to meet this person in my life but the words use to gave me strength.

A letter from my friend 2

My Friend Apurba

Actually I have no any such words to concede for you have expressed so beautifully about what a true friendship is!! Didn't you?

Being a very simple and plain thought of mine, I really have to surrender myself in front of an outstanding and intelligent fren like you...my dear!! I absolutely am out of my conscious where and how did you got such an excellent and touching sentences like the one you have been sending each day.

I am certain you must be a great person and I am sure i am not praising you Apurba. Those un-expressible ideas and thoughts about friendship and the words between you and me...Oh my Lord...

I just cant believe it Apurba...You are obviously great and marvelous ..Apurba anyway i thank you for your mail and your time which you have spent for me and your continuous care especially for me.

Well, Apurba, Iam not telling you the lie for you are my close and my only friend so I should not hide anything which makes you feel sad.

I don't have any boyfriends at my college coz we used to be in hostel so how can we get such bf...rights as my hostel too strick coz that's hostel from islamic ...peoples ...5 times prayer...moring dawn ,afternoon n evening

so there is no falling mistery of my life...as i don't like to have LOVERS coz ..if i made my bf...then i have to go dates with him n right now...i can't make any one but  before i joined avm...

i met with one guy as he is mongolian n from darjeeling as he gave me red rose but i gave him back coz i don't want to live my life with mongolian ..coz sometimes i have to be rude if someones making me gf...just for time pass...showing so many girlfrens through their life..i don't beleif such playing boys....who gave a rose at first time...i knew that he gave me red rose just to fool me...anyways he was flirt coz

he left avm n took so many loans as my menuka fufu founded n he is been resiticate from avm as he used to be music teacher..anyways

honestly ....i like to marry my own cultures..sorry to say n why i told tht i don't wnat to be in nepal anymore coz  only the reason..i can't forget my mom so  the more I think about mom , I feel like crying and feel really bad thinking about my presents  incidents.

But as you are my true and trustworthy friend I said so inorder to empty my sadness and come out of it. Please if I have made you unhappy saying all about this, please forgive me thinking that Iam a desolate and unfortunate man you have ever met.

Life is like this. As people say Life is not a  of roses. I accept this and compare my life to it. Indeed we all have ups and downs in life but the greatest victory to achieve happiness is to forget everything what had happened in the past and start with a new and successive life.


Well, Apurba, its my short and miserable story which I have told you just to get rid of my tension. I think you definatley will feel pity on this poor and deserted friend.

You are the only one to whom i could share my happiness and sorrow and feel myself contented after this. Anyway, Apurba , Iam happy with what Iam and I know how to tackle with this world for I have learnt a lot of new things as soon as I was deceived and left helpless in this world.

be aware of these world's trickery and keep your pace in such a manner that noone could ever take over you and take advantage from you. Keep yourself aloof from a goody goody people who simply talks nice infront of you but stabs you from the back.

I think you have understood me why I am here and why I was wounded and want in search of good friend to whom I should express all my sorrow just lighten my burden.

Please dont ever go away from me after hearing this because Iam broke from the first time so if you try to overlook me then think I will be no more in this earth and the happiness I have restored so far after getting you would be like a hell.

So friend I pray you would never abandon me and be with me all the time for the real meaning of freidnship is to help oneanother when he or she is in need of help.

Well, I will see you in the next message. Once again I really apprecaite your great writing skill and your way of expresssing all the goodliness and the sensitive feelings about friendship.

Thankyou for that and keep writing such things I really like it and I will definately follow your step for good. Till then take care about your health and do good and fear about God for he is after all the creation of this entire earth.

So atl east we have to have some respects for him. With lots of love and god bless...

Yours Poor friend

Trust and Life

A letter from my friend

When I remember past, there are several things I can't forget forever. This is one of the letter sent by my friend:

Dearest Friend

Actually I have no any such words to concede for you have expressed so beautifully about what a true friendship is!! Didn't you?

Being a very simple and plain thought of mine, I really have to surrender myself in-front of an outstanding and intelligent fren like you...my dear!! I absolutely am out of my conscious where and how did you got such an excellent and touching sentences like the one you have been sending each day.

 I am certain you must be a great person and I am sure i am not praising you. Those inexpressible ideas and thoughts about friendship and the words between you and me...Oh my Lord...

I just cant believe it...You are obviously great and marvelous ..anyway i thank you for your mail and your time which you have spent for me and your continuous care especially for me.

Well, Apurba, I am not telling you the lie for you are my close and my only friend so I should not hide anything which makes you feel sad.

 I don't have any boyfriends at my college coz we used to be in hostel so how can we get such bf...rights as my hostel too strick coz that's hostel from islamic ...peoples ...5 times prayer...morning dawn ,afternoon n evening

so there is no falling mystery of my life...as i don't like to have LOVERS coz ..if i made my bf...then i have to go dates with him n right now...i can't make any one but before i joined AVM...

i met with one guy as he is mongolian n from darjeeling as he gave me red rose but i gave him back coz i don't want to live my life with mongolian ..coz sometimes i have to be rude if someones making me gf...just for time pass...showing so many girlfrens through their life..i don't beleif such playing boys....who gave a rose at first time...i knew that he gave me red rose just to fool me...anyways he was flirt coz

 he left avm n took so many loans as my menuka fufu founded n he is been resiticate from avm as he used to be music teacher..anyways

honestly ....i like to marry my own cultures..sorry to say n why i told tht i don't wnat to be in nepal anymore coz  only the reason..i can't forget my mom so  the more I think about mom , I feel like crying and feel really bad thinking about my presents  incidents.

 But as you are my true and trustworthy friend I said so inorder to empty my sadness and come out of it. Please if I have made you unhappy saying all about this, please forgive me thinking that Iam a desolate and unfortunate man you have ever met.

Life is like this. As people say Life is not a  of roses. I accept this and compare my life to it. Indeed we all have ups and downs in life but the greatest victory to achieve happiness is to forget everything what had happened in the past and start with a new and successive life.

Well, Apurba, its my short and miserable story which I have told you just to get rid of my tension. I think you definatley will feel pity on this poor and deserted friend.

You are the only one to whom i could share my happiness and sorrow and feel myself contented after this. Anyway, Apurba , Iam happy with what Iam and I know how to tackle with this world for I have learnt a lot of new things as soon as I was deceived and left helpless in this world.

be aware of these world's trickery and keep your pace in such a manner that noone could ever take over you and take advantage from you. Keep yourself aloof from a goody goody people who simply talks nice infront of you but stabs you from the back.

I think you have understood me why I am here and why I was wounded and want in search of good friend to whom I should express all my sorrow just lighten my burden.

Please dont ever go away from me after hearing this because Iam broke from the first time so if you try to overlook me then think I will be no more in this earth and the happiness I have restored so far after getting you would be like a hell.

So friend I pray you would never abandon me and be with me all the time for the real meaning of freidnship is to help oneanother when he or she is in need of help.

Well, I will see you in the next message. Once again I really apprecaite your great writing skill and your way of expresssing all the goodliness and the sensitive feelings about friendship.

Thankyou for that and keep writing such things I really like it and I will definately follow your step for good. Till then take care about your health and do good and fear about God for he is after all the creation of this entire earth.

So at least we have to have some respects for him. With lots of love and god bless...

  Yours Poor friend

Waiting for you......................

searching

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Remembrance

Powerlessness

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म, उनी र प्रेम

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Hi, Dear unknown friend,

I am looking for a friend who knows the real meaning of friendship. It is nice that now a days we can contact people by inter net. But I hear that lots of persons enter to the net for flirting . So we have to be careful of choosing friend in net. We can start writing each other and afterwards if we feel that this friendship will run for a long time then we may turn to good friends. In my view it is hard to find good friends but easy to earn money.

In my view, the Friendship is

It makes us laugh

It makes us sing

It makes us sad

It makes us cry

It makes us seek

The reason why

It makes us take

It makes us give

Above all else

It makes us LIVE

Actually I am looking for a friend with whom I can share my feelings. This friendship will have faith and trust. So if you are looking for a friend who can understand you and your feelings you mail me.

nutanva@gmail.com

Nutan Bajracharya

You

What's my mistake ?

Letter to yourself

Dear Nutan,

I don't know how to start this letter. After few incidents I have decided to write you this letter. Please take it seriously.

In this world it is not possible that everyone will follow your steps. You can't change some one and some one will not change their lifestyle because of you.

I know that you have been robbed once again, but this time when someone robbed you haven't have any thing with you. Before gaining something you have been robbed so nothing happens but why you create such a situation that some one can rob you. Now your time to develop relation with someone has finished. You can't do anything for anyone in the path of life. If you think of others you will fall in the same situation as past. Be careful, hide your feelings and try to spent your life for yourself not for others.

Can you change the whole world ? Can you change yourself ? If you can't change your self in the matter of being influence by others how could you change others. I am giving you lots of lecture but this is my duty to warn you in these types of matters. I can't see you in this position every time. I saw your past, present and I will be with you in the future also. How long you can fall into this type of situation ?

You haven't slept last night also, why you think so much ? You have lots of work to do, try to concentrate in your work not of some one. No one is there in this world to understand your feelings. If someone understands also you haven't have anything to give. But most often you find the people who shows their closeness in beginning but at last what will happen you can guess it from your past experience. Now the time has changed. You have to move according to the time not as you like. At this stage you can't keep anyone in darkness so if any one doesn't show the feeling forget about that otherwise the situation will remain same.

Flirting is the necessity, not the true relationship. If you start flirting you may be succeed but as per your feelings you will never be a successful person in this matter. So once again I am requesting you to change your life style and start flirting then only you can live happily.

Yours

The same

Broken Heart

Friendship: My views

When one person comes into contact with another, it is not simply coming together of person rather it is the first and the most important phase of coming together of humanity whether it is you and me or you and us or we and you friends. Unless it is engulfed by love and humanity the two qualifies which everybody professes or the eternal qualities essential for creating heaven in this very earth, which however, seems to be the most lacking in the present day traumatic situation of unhappiness, sorrows, woeful conditions, jealousies, hasted, abhorrence and so on, it will be simply wastage of the precious humanity. 

Forget Me

Me and My ...........................

Differences

While Walking

Day Dreaming

"SHE"